Sharing My Faith Journey with the World

  • Journey to Hearing God’s Voice: Weekly Reflections (based on How to Hear God by Pete Greig)

    I grew frustrated. I had been doing devotions through an app and every day it asked me how I heard God that day. What did I hear Him say? Each day I grew in defeat since my answer always was that I didn’t hear Him.

    Why wasn’t I hearing Him? Along with just hurrying through my devotions I also noticed that I didn’t know HOW to listen for God. Something needed to change.

    I remembered that around 2 years ago through a church book club I read How to Hear God by Pete Greig. Greig states that “learning to hear God’s voice is the most important task of a disciple of Jesus” and “hearing God’s voice is the key to everything”.

    I wanted and needed this type of relationship with God. But how do I hear God? Greig breaks it down to these ways of communication that God uses:

    • Hearing God’s Word in Jesus
    • Hearing God’s Word in the Bible
    • Hearing God’s Word in Prayer: Lectio Divina
    • Hearing God’s Word in Prophecy
    • Hearing God’s Whisper
    • Hearing God’s Whisper in Dreams and Unconscious
    • Hearing God’s Whisper in Community, Creation and Culture
    • The Word, the Whisper and the Way

    I have decided to re-read this book and put to practice listening to God through the recommendations of the book. And since I am sure others struggle with hearing God, I am going to share this journey! Each week I will post a recap of a chapter and how I practiced it in my life for the week. My hope is that by sharing my journey it will help others grow close to God and hear His voice as well.

    I can’t wait to see how much I grow closer to God through this journey!

  • Why Christians Must Pursue Justice Today

    And what does the LORD require of you? To act justly and to love mercy and to walk humbly with your God”( Micah 6:8)

    When I was younger I would recite that verse once a week when I was part of G.E.M.S (Girls Everywhere Meeting the Savior). Looking back now, I realized how influential this verse was to me. The pillars of the verse have been threads throughout my life. 

    As I have developed I have realized that I have a strong sense of justice. I try to do the right thing and I feel really strongly in doing what is right. I have also taken a spiritual gift’s test and it has shown that one of my top gifts is mercy. I have a couple of examples of when people really wronged me, but for some reason I really can’t stay angry at them. I have chosen to move on.

    MLK Embodies Micah 6:8

    Today is MLK Day and I also can’t help but think of Martin Luther King when I think of this verse. He embodied this verse: 

    • His life work was devoted to seeking justice for marginalized groups reminding everyone that every individual is a child of God.
    •  Though violence was waged against him, MLK constantly preached a message of love and mercy. He called on people not to take up violent means but show mercy against those who persecuted them.
    • He used his gift as a preacher to lead the Civil Rights movement. His writings and speeches are filled with references to God and the kingdom. When things looked hopeless, he reminded the people in whom their hope and strength laid.

     Are You Seeking Justice & Mercy?

    Christians need a reminder that seeking justice and showing mercy to others is not only godly, but is EXPECTED of believers. I feel like too often Christians now focus on “superficial” things claiming this is what God truly wants us to focus on. The truth is, God wants us to focus on TRUE justice and mercy. What we need to remember is that:

    •   It was through the prophet Amos that God expressed His disappointment in Israel not caring for the poor and needy. And because the Israelites didn’t follow this command of God, and others, they were to be punished. “This is what the Lord says: For three sins of Israel, even for four, I will not relent. They sell the innocent for silver, and the needy for a pair of sandals. They trample on the heads of the poor as on the dust of the ground and deny justice to the oppressed.” (Amos 2:6-7)
    • Jesus rebuked the Pharisees for abandoning the true teaching of Christ.  “Woe to you, scribes and Pharisees, hypocrites! For you tithe mint and dill and cumin, and have neglected the weightier matters of the law: justice and mercy and faithfulness” (Matthew 23:23). 

    What to do Now?

    So, I encourage believers to let Martin Luther King Day serve as a reminder that not only is there work still to be done, but that this work is godly work.

    Here are some simple ways to start seeking justice and mercy in your own life:

    • Take a moment to reflect the role justice and mercy plays in your life. How do you view these two things?
    • Reflect on how you view and treat the needy of society today? In what ways can you improve?
    • Read the book of Amos (9 chapters) to see how important justice is to God.
    • What areas do you feel need the most improvement in terms of justice?
    • What are 3 simple things you can do today to improve justice and mercy in your life? Start small!
  • Seeing God’s Power in Community (LA Fires)

    Seeing God’s Power in Community (LA Fires)

    As I watch the fires destroy LA my heart breaks and I feel so powerless to help. Through my church I was able to donate some items but I still felt like I was doing nothing.

    Until I saw all the items the church had collected from the community. It was inspiring to see people come together and help. And it served as a reminder that it’s not about me and it was never about my impact. It was all about God’s power through the community. It’s only through God that in less than 24 hours after the church asked for help, so many items were donated. The impact of God through His people is powerful.

    I share this as encouragement for those who are thinking about helping the victims of the LA fires. Whatever you can do will make a difference because God is at work and it will not go to waste.

  • 2024: Testimony to God’s Faithfulness

    As I reflect back on 2024, I would say the theme of the year is a testimony to God’s faithfulness.

    For the past couple of years I have really been focusing on my mental health. During the pandemic I started to notice my anxiety and depression come back stronger. So I started the process of getting on new medication and starting therapy. And what a journey it took.

    It was a battle of two years trying to find the right medication and learning tools through therapy that would help me manage my anxiety and depression. To say that I struggled those two years would be an understatement. For two years I was struggling with what the future held and who I was as a person.

    But 2024 finally saw all the pieces coming together. It was the first time in two years my mental health was stable and I was able to really enjoy and live life!

    As I finish 2024, I can see God’s faithfulness. When I was questioning everything on my mental health journey, He listened and He heard me. He never left me and now I have the mental health I prayed for. I just had to trust in Him and wait-which we all know is easier said than done. And it was His strength that got me through those two difficult years.

    In the summer I made a decision to invest in my relationship with God again. I had been putting Him on the backburner for way too long. And as always, He proved His faithfulness by staying near me. He never gave up on me and knew that I would eventually come back home to Him.

    I am so grateful for 2024 and that God showed His faithfulness to me. I am excited to see what He has in store for me in 2025. I will work on trusting Him fully going into the future.

  • You Can’t Escape God’s Plan

    I have started to dive into the book of Jonah and though I am just a chapter in, it is already speaking a message I need to hear.

    In the first chapter of the book God calls Jonah to go to the city of Nineveh to preach. Instead of following God’s call, Jonah sets sails in the direct opposite path from Nineveh. He tries to escape God, but God sees everything, has a storm came for Jonah and eventually Jonah is swallowed by a large fish.

    Jonah tries to escape God’s plan and call for him, but in the end he can’t: God finds him and redirects him.

    This is giving me hope because I feel like I don’t know God’s call for my life. This feeling is really strong within me when thinking about my career. I feel like I don’t have a strong calling for my career and this hinders me when applying for jobs or trying to develop professionally. I feel so lost.

    But no matter what I am feeling, in the end God’s plan for my life will prevail. I can’t out run or escape God’s plan for my life. And I am so thankful for this. This offers me comfort and a reminder that everything will work out in the end. I just need to trust Him.

  • Maybe the Book of Hosea is What I Need Right Now

    For the past couple of weeks I have been thinking how I wish I was finally in a relationship. I want someone who likes me and likes me for who I truly am. Will I ever find this? Will I ever find someone who fully sees me and still wants me?

    This week I am starting to read the book of Hosea. As I am doing my general preparations about the themes of the book, I learn the book uses the example of Hosea’s marriage as an allegory of God’s relationship with Israel.

    Hosea is married to Gomer who keeps cheating on him. Though Hosea is heartbroken, God tells him to stay with Gomer and to restore her. This is similar to how God treats us: through we constantly cheat on Him, He continues to be faithful to us and restores us.

    I have been running away from a faithful husband who loves. I’m looking for love and acceptance in things that will never truly fulfill me. God is all that I have ever needed. I need this reminder of how God views me. It has also reminded me that I need to be dating God and not looking to others for some sort of validation.

    It seems that reading Hosea has come at a good time for me. I’m looking forward to seeing what God shows me through Hosea.

  • Wrapped in God’s Mercy

    For the last couple of months I have been struggling with shame and God’s forgiveness and mercy.

    As I was snuggling with my cat this morning, an image of God’s mercy came into my mind. For all my cat parents out there, you know when a cat snuggles with you, no matter what their size, they some how end up with ALL THE BLANKETS!

    An image popped into my head of the blankets representing God’s mercy. He wraps us in His mercy fully. It covers us a million times over and is renewed every day. It never runs out. We are completed covered tightly with His mercy and grace.

    I was so thankful to start my morning off with this image. Thankful that God knew I was struggling with the topic and gave me a wonderful image to provide comfort and a reminder He is always there for me.

    My cat Harlow taking up all the blankets.

  • Struggling with Shame

    Shame has really taken a hold of me and I am struggling to cast of its chains.

    I know/believe that shame is not from God but I still can’t shake it off. It is really causing me pain.

    To help me process this, I am going to do a little bit of a deep dive into shame in the lens of Christianity. And to remind myself that God loves me still.

  • I Have Everything in Christ

    I often worry that I won’t be able to handle situations that come my way. If something tough or bad happens, will I be able to handle it?

    While reading Ephesians 6:17 this morning I was reminded that I have all the tools necessary to face anything with the help of Christ.

    From ourdailyverse.com

    I can’t do anything on my own, but through the grace and mercy of God I can do anything. He graciously provides all the armor I need to get through the tough times.

    Going forward I am going to work on submitting my anxiety to God as well as putting on the full armor of God and finding peace within in.

  • Building a Bridge: The Catholic Church and the LGBTQIA+ Community

    For pride month this year I read “Building a Bridge: How the Catholic Church and the LGBT Community Can Enter into a Relationship of Respect, Compassion, and Sensitivity” by James Martin, a Catholic priest. This book really put into words what I have believed for a while: I can be a believer and still support the LGBTQIA+ community.

    I share some of the quotes from the book that really spoke to me.